rasa sangat kecewa dengan Mr.A..
Kebelakangan ni dah selalu rasa camni..
dah penat menangis sebab ni je..
maybe we should take our own time untuk muhasabah diri masing-masing
sekarang ni dalam hati just nak go with the flow je..
rasa diri teramat letih bila layan aura negatif..
Oh. One more thing.
Deactivate fb for a while..
Untuk hindar diri dari jadi stalker page Mr. A.


NITE!

.:annoyed.:

Tommorrow AA last day.
Just now we have small party for him from our small group..
Had sesi-luah-perasaan and sesi-minta-maaf..
As usual, our ex-boss, which is a mean and annoyed lady make fun both of us..
I hate this kind of things..
Why someone cannot accept our happiness and make us became hatred to each other..
For some reason, I think they just want us to become enemy and fight each other rather than become close friend.
Mind your own business lady before you mind our business..

Move to a "so-called" happy story..
This morning, I've got a call from developer's company that I had interview last 2 weeks..
They ask me to come and join them..
Still ragu-ragu to accept the offer..
Huhuhuhu..
Told Mr A about this.
He ask me if I really want to join this company..
And I told him that I didn't make decision yet..
And till now I still ragu-ragu..
Lets see what will happen this monday as I need to confirn with them on this monday..
:)

Dah lama gileee tak conteng kat sini..
Suddently malam ni rasa nak menconteng..

Ermmmm..
What should I start first?
Banyak menda jadi even baru je bukak tahun baru..
Penat-letih-sedih lagi banyak dari happy-senyum..

Works?

AA will submit his resignation letter next week..
Although we are not as close as we did before, for me I still felt a lil bit sad..
His the one that make me know a good political can make us somebody here without do lots of works..
And sad because we can't become the old us..
laughing together..make a joke to each other..crying..angry to each other..smiling..comfort each other..
its all because that bad incidents and plus bad influence from bad people around us..
wish him the best in a new place..
I don't think I can say this word in front of him as many bad people around us will make this such a fun thingy..
Wish we were same as 2 years back.. :'(

Love?

I fall in love again with Mr.A..
and I did bring him to meet some of my closest friend..
especially Put and Lea.. on Juju's big day..
and he did bring me to meet his Along's and Angah's family last weekend in Penang..
but its just coincident.. without any proper plan..
I met his family because I need to fetch him at Along's house as his car break down while he's there to visit them..
At first, we plan to go back to KL on the same day. But his sis in-law ask me to stay 1 nite at their house as its already late.
I've told him that I need his sis to tell me direct if its correct..
Anddd yes, his sis terus called and ask me to tell my mom if its okay to allow me stay at their house..
Pendek cerita, that nite I stay at his Along's house..
On a day that we should go back, his Along ask him to meet Angah.. xmanis katanye balik xjumpa Angah dulu..
So its just meeting to say hi and bye..
Not a serious meeting..
I thought our r/ship should become better after all this 'introducing meeting'.
but, it doesn't go that way..
maybe I'm just too emotional because of that red flag..as per my friend's opinion....
He has warn me earlier on our way back to kl that he'll have no much time for me as he need to spend most of his time in branch.. including weekends
But, I still need him to share whatever nonsense thingy that happens for the day.. last-last sendiri nangis sebab rasa xdipedulikan
Huhuhu..
But still I love him damn much.. Hope he felt the same too..
Can't imagine how's my life could be if we are not meant to be together.. *simpang malaikat 44*

p/s; pleaseee pray for us the best in this r/ship.. :")


NITE!