feel like i'm not myself anymore.
not like the old Rina.
need to pretend in front of them.
need to just follow the flow until i'm get sick to pretend anymore.
need to listen all that "rubbish" things and pretend that i'm agree with them.
politics is everywhere, i guess.
sometimes, i feel like i wanna go to one place that nobody knows me. no contact with people that i know.
sit there and just do the thing that i love most; reading a novel while listening to a sound of wave.
take a lazy walk along the beach and forget all the problems.
am i crazy?